DOTLAN EveMaps

Eventually you might come to grips with the situation you are in. Absolutely not now though, because you are not capable of grasping the guidon of responsibility. I don't blame you, mostly, you are a product of the society that shaped you. I blame your parents here, but they only deserve part of the shame that is your life. The social net has failed you too, from your upbringing, to your schooling, to your peers and partners, all have let you down and were complicit in the non-functioning member of society I saw before me. Its insulting to me that noone.... Brute forced, for lack of a better term, who and what you are as a person, before you were allowed to see the world, and now I have the displeasure of knowing that someone slipped through the cracks of the same net, so far, and into such disarray for so long that no matter what were to set it right, its default position is in error. Its loosely relatable to spilt juice on wood for a while, sure you can wipe it off and sand the afflicted area, but the wood remains warped, and the texture noticibly off. Its very unfortunate.

I am not completely mad at you for this, as I said before, the blame is shared amongst many parties, I do find it irritating that the people in your midst allow you to exist in such a poor way, you would think that you would have known when you are kept around as a joke. which does make me a little angry, Angry at the fact you have so little respect for yourself, angry that noone ever corrected the path to everlasting misery you are on, angry that I know that theres people out there, like them, but worst of all, people like you. The lack of respect the other people in your life have for me, for leaving such a lackluster, tasteless and neurotic human being for me to run into on my journey to be exactly that, is unnerving. I would lump them in the same boat as you, but I think that would be rude and obnoxious to label people I have never met or known of.

Imagine a world where you could have been successful? Imagine the drive you would need to have as a head of household, or the breadwinner in a corporation like a top selling stockbroker, maybe because you wanted to outshine yourself and achieve something before someone else. All of those potential futures for excellence, and accolades, and instead you chose to not strive for greatness, you chose not to want better for yourself, you chose to be the laughingstock in your circle of negative influence. You chose to fail. You.